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Destiny That Was never FatedSet the ice on fire before I grow too cold.Destiny That Was never Fated
You have something that I can never seem to keep and I run in circles trying to find myself and tell myself dreams...
but I'll never make it, and yet you will; because my heart is in my brain where this will never be done.
and I'm tired of this searching for a place I never held
i try to chase a destiny
one of which I'm not fated for my words aren't for the world to hear, I'm just a lost cause
and if a gun were pointed at me now i'd be ready to go
because i
by =save-my-soul93
I Can't Look BackI tell myself not to look back but the impulse is aligned in my heart, etched into my skin, i withdraw myself forcing my eyes front. i know not of what is happening but I can't look back. i can't show that my knees are knocking that my eyes are threatening to give away their tears i just can't look back, or they'll know.I Can't Look Back
by =save-my-soul93
Depression Is A MurdererDepression is a murderer, and some have never heard of her, but she never sleeps and always seeks.Depression Is A Murderer
Depression is a kidnapper that can steal your soul away and you can't trap her or make her disappear in a day.
Depression kills your soul
and takes the greatest toll.
Some days all she lets you do is weep, and you can't eat or sleep.
Other times you just fear life and can't get past the strife.
So, I'll tell you time and time again and hope you never find out when she's taken over your life, and led you to a k
by =save-my-soul93
Far More than HateHate is a four letter word that is far too short to describe how much i detest youFar More than Hate
and even though I simply dream of your death, I get far more pleasure when I think of bringing you to it.
by =save-my-soul93
Death Count to TenYou told me if I counted to ten then everything would be wonderful again.Death Count to Ten
Like when sissy and I stayed up all night, because a scary movie gave us a fright.
So I smiled and held my breath, but I didn't know you invisioned my death.
I thought of good times with our dog, and of the time I found that frog.
Daddy, I waited and closed my eyes
and I believed your little lies.
I counted to ten... and that's when
everything went black and I knew there was no going back.
by =save-my-soul93
Once Upon A TimeOnce upon a time I wore a smile.Once Upon A Time
You asked me why I was so smiley, and I told you that it was you. Once upon a time, I said I love you and you promised me you'd change for me.
Once upon a time, you took my hand and held it. I smiled the whole way as you walked me home. I smiled when you kissed me at the playground, and when you pushed me on the swings.
Once upon a time, you gave me smiles.
But I think of last night and then of today; the promise that you broke, the way that you spoke. Once upon a time, you pointed a gun at me and asked if you could shoot me. Once upon a time you haunted me
by =save-my-soul93
TrappedI am trapped in a cage holding back all of my rage. I am blinded by the night, I feel as if I have no sight.Trapped
I am the ball trapped in a mit with the sadness leaving me in a pit. I am searching for an answer for my version of cancer.
I am the season that does not change, the life that refuses to rearrange. I am the darkness in the light, I am becoming the night.
I am trapped.
by =save-my-soul93
Your ToolI am sitting on your mind's shelf trying to disguise myself but you push and pull claiming me as your tool.Your Tool
You dig me deep into the ground until the dirt is all around;
your hands push and shove until I can no longer feel love.
But I am your cloud under the sun, and you can never run.
I am the heat on your skin, your dirty sin.
I am your trouble you want to bury in the rubble. I am the nothing you leave, the secret lie you weave.
I am your tool.
by =save-my-soul93
| Most of these poems need to be edited to reach their full potential but they are what they are for now. |
Collaborations
Broken Promises Shatter HopeWhat is a promise? A piece to someone's heart? Then what is a broken promise? A shattered piece returned?Broken Promises Shatter Hope
Or is a promise something more...?
Grievances with warning, You carry a twisted definition of promises. Pain with a label, You do your part to rend one's hopes.
And so a promise just seems to be
forewarning to disappointment What leads to hope
Only deters the trust once held.
When expectations are defied, You weather those in your wake. Your stormy perception of promises Is what destroys us all.
Hope a
by =save-my-soul93
When Light Meets DarkSometimes the heartWhen Light Meets Dark
is a dark and desolate place Full of nothing, And yet light can intertwine with dark.
A new light can form and shape into hidden strength. Coexistence can create A beautiful shade of gray.
Without this light Everything is
pitch black. And there's nowhere to go.
But the ambiance around us Wards the dark.
This is our strength, Our one true path.
by =save-my-soul93
Love poems
Our Love StoryFrom hell I was headed with all my days so dead ended, but you came in my life like anyone, going through strife.Our Love Story
You took a chance and opened your heart not knowing if I would tear it apart, but I stood by your side and you didn't hide...
With your heart so open, you left me hoping that there was a way
to get through life day by day.
There was always something there But at first I didn't dare to look any closer than I had, I was thinking that it would turn out bad.
But then one day I started to see you were exact
by =save-my-soul93
Do Not Tell Me You Love MeDo not say such things, such false lies that bring tears to my eyes.Do Not Tell Me You Love Me
You will never undestand
how much it hurts to love you...
Do not speak of how you have feelings for me after all I had to deal with because you decided to think
only of yourself.
Do not tell me you miss me, you make it harder to stay by your side because of all the guilt and pain you bring upon my heart.
Please, do not tell me you love me, because it's hard to believe
after all you had taken away from me.
Do not do it because it hurts ev
by =save-my-soul93
For You, My LoveFor you, my love, I would give Heaven above, to spend the rest of my days wrapped in your arms.For You, My Love
For you, my love, I would sacrifice my life to save you, and then
I would watch over you as your guardian angel.
For you, my love, I would give the world in order to stand by your side until the end of time.
For you, my love, I would do anything.
by =save-my-soul93
Without MeWithout me,Without Me
would you be okay everyday, or would you waste away?
Would life be alright or would it be a tough fight?
Would you succumb to old ways trying to make everything numb, When inside you'd be dying?
Would God guide you back to where your soul wouldn't be black?
Without me, would you be you?
The one I love, my gift from above?
Without me would you be okay? Because thinking now, there is no way I'd be living this life without you helping me getting through the strife, th
by =save-my-soul93
I Will Never Walk Alone AgainI will never walk alone again and I know this when an angel was sent from above in the form of my true love.I Will Never Walk Alone Again
If I smile or if I cry, I'll know he'll be here 'til the day I die. He's made me let go of all my fears because I know he'll be here through all my years. Through heartache and despair, I know he always be the one to care. And sometimes it's scary that he has my heart, but I know he'll never tear it apart, and that's how I know, I will never walk alone again.
by =save-my-soul93
Wishing To Be With YouHere I am sitting wondering what you are doing without me by your side.Wishing To Be With You
I think back to my departure, my heart expanded with grief, as I tried my best not to cry because this was the hardest goodbye.
Now I wonder when
we will see each other again...
I just wish that I could stay just another day, but in the end leaving your side will always be difficult.
When thoughts of your touch, and being in your arms feels so right, being so far away feels wrong.
I wish I could still be with you, holding your hand, &nb
by =save-my-soul93
Finding Myself Through Writing
Justify Your LieNo need to justify your lie those liars will testify even when we both know I'm not doing this for show.Justify Your Lie
And even if you think what you did was something easily hid, I'll still remember each night you held me down and I had to fight so I could live another day in attempts to stay far from people like you doing the things you do.
But every night, you would still find me even if it would be
me curled up beneath the kitchen sink listening to you banging around trying to get another drink, there I would be, hoping you'd sober up soon, &n
by =save-my-soul93
Re-Living A MemoryCurled up in a corner, My eyes giving wayRe-Living A Memory
To the oncoming waterworks.
My body trembles, As all I do is stare into the dimly lit room, Looking at the mirror standing across from me, revealing my reflection.
My nose drips with snot coming down, My lips pressed together in a frown. My eyes are bloodshot full of anger and grief. I can not believe this is me.
I attempt to cease the noise Escaping my throat as a whimper, my wrist blotched with swells, I hold myself tightly.
I listen to the music playing As everyone leaves me
by =save-my-soul93
I Wish For Sleepless NightsI wish for sleepless nights so I do not dream of the impending doom I foresee that is nearing day by day,I Wish For Sleepless Nights
and as I waste the nights away I know that my night draws near and all I am afraid of will soon no longer be apart of my dreams, but will be reality.
I wish for sleepless nights so I do not dream, but sleep I do and fear comes unto me.
But soon enough I shall say goodbye to these dreams
and good morning to my reality, those days will be when night meets day and my heart will become night once again.
by =save-my-soul93
Just Open Your EyesJust open your eyes and see where my heart lies. I'm waiting for you to realize, there is someone here, my darling sweet dear.Just Open Your Eyes
Let me hold you tight And let me be your bright star.
Don’t push me away as I do to you, Let me be your angel And help you through every tangle.
So just open your eyes, My darling sweet dear, There is someone here.
by =save-my-soul93
Giving Up On DreamsHow many hits can i takeGiving Up On Dreams
before I turn around and break what is this moment of pain that is taking my brain and picking me to pieces?
i just cant take it anymore i can't keep chasing a closed door...
This is it.
I can't take another hit. This is no longer apart of me that you will continue to see.
My dreams and faith are wavering my heart is no longer savoring the fame because it seems so far away and I can't stand to chase after it another day.
by =save-my-soul93
We Don't Miss YouYou're gone, but we don't miss you, because the words you used against us are not etched into our heads never to be forgotten.We Don't Miss You
What memories we held closely to our hearts have now been erased by the pain and despair you
left upon us with your harsh departure.
We once respected you and cherished you as someone that would always be there but what we never expected
was the let down you set forth.
And so now that you're gone, we don't miss you, because
the best memories of you were tainted the day you crossed the line &nbs
by =save-my-soul93
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How Many.How many of us are suffering in silence?How Many.
Does anyone believe that the other person cares? That they will listen and do something, anything?
How many of us are suffering in silence?
So much that we are rendered mute, eyes to the ground, ashamed of looking up, not having the confidence to even look at ourselves, believe what is honestly right, and stand up for what we believe in.
How many of us are suffering in silence?
Our 'rights'; continuously t h r a s h e d like what someone calls a 'thing' and you a 'body', a 'heart', a
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I Think about HimI think of him, since youI Think about Him
say you won't be with me.
I think of him, how it is that he replaced me.
I think of him, since you
told me that you loved me.
I think of him, how you placed
his ass above me. I say damn girl,
whatchu wanna do that for.
You let this fucker in while
you show me the door.
I thought I was the one to help you find yourself. Instead, he feels your lips. while I'm on the fucking shelf.
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Somethings to know about me: Writing is my life. There's no such thing as just words on a paper to me. Poetry is beautiful and I adore every writer who can write their heart out. Writing is truly an amazing talent and something I've found to be difficult at times. I have a boyfriend named Blaze, we post poems together on either my account or his account (Hell-Seraph). He's an amazing person and I love him. I am probably one of the most caring people you will know. No matter how hard you try to push me, I'll fight twice as hard to get you through something. Everyone needs a little help at times and I like being the one to give that to them. I'm not easily offended and I am very open minded, but not easily persuaded. That's contrasting eh? Ah well! But in saying that I mean I am not easily offended and I appreciate constructive criticism. I'm crazy, random, and different. I might come off as a passive person who goes with the flow but it's only because I don't fret about everything. Tell me your life story and you won't phase me at all. Apparently, I have a mood disorder and my meds haven't been fully affective and have had bad side affects so I'm off them. So sorry if I am very mood swingy when you talk to me. I'm impulsive and completly up and down.----------------------------------------------------------- Check these people out: (my boyfriend, one of my best friends, my dA best friend, an amazing poet, my fake-daughter, an amazingly helpful and supportive art lover, and someone to annoy)        |
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- Then I won't stop believing either. You're my woman and I'm your man. Always.
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- I never stopped believing in our dream... I love you too..
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- And so am I, my love. I'm yours.
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- I promised you forever. I'm staying true to that.
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- I forgive you Marisa. Just promise me that you're mine.
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